My Soul Can't Be Saved

Aug 13th, 2009 | Author: admin | Category: Fly Perspectives
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“I think we should spend some time apart.”

As the words left her mouth, I could literally feel the life being sucked out of my body. Sir Isaac Newton once said that “for every action, there’s an equal and opposite reaction,” … but I didn’t think he meant this. Just as she was declaring her freedom from us, I could feel myself being simultaneously locked away—confined to a torturous cell of loneliness, where I was forced to relive our past two years together.

Why did she leave me?
Why wasn’t I good enough?
Why can’t we just keep things the way that they were?

But things can’t be as they were. And from now on, I’ll be forced to live a lie with every new woman that enters my life. Now, I may eventually say “I love you” again, but a small part of me will know that it’s only a half truth. I’m forever changed by this moment … the moment that you walked away and took my heart with you.

I’ll never be the same.

At least that’s the way it feels right now…

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  • Mz. Chief

    wow…that was powerful. I always hear men saying they never really get over having their heart broken. I guess this proves it.

  • http://www.twitter.com/luvleatl Luvleatl

    Wow………..loss of words………wow

  • lischonurmind

    I don’t have any words for that….I am speechless….don’t know if that is a good thing or a bad thing either.

  • ZMan

    It really does make an impact on a guy… I compare every girl I meet to the one who stole my heart and it just makes things difficult. I’m not the same person since we broke up, so yeah… we don’t get over it.

  • Rich Fitzgerald

    Women wonder how men become dogs. It’s this stuff right here.

    A broken man
    Finds it hard to fully love again
    His life becomes limp
    From ejaculations
    Of the heart

    Keep your head up my brother. Keep your head up.

  • http://www.kaycthequietstorm.blogspot.com KayC

    I agree that it’s an interesting take on men getting their heart ripped out but dare I ask the question that should follow. I know it takes some time to get over having your heart stolen but when do men get over it?

    Is there a certain amount of time, meeting a certain person? What makes you want to put it back together and keep moving?

  • http://adopefiend.blogspot.com Dope Fiend

    :( this blog made my heart sad.
    It just wasnt right for you, the right person will come along and i hope you can love her fully because you deserve to love without doubt.

    x

  • Chocolate

    This post reminds me of that song by Anthony Hamilton – Never Love Again. Man that song is deep.

    How could i ever hide what I felt
    How could you ever say you never knew
    all along it was there on my mind in my heart, it was the feeling, i was in love.
    you act as if you never knew my name, how could you treasure puttin me through so much pain, like a
    child in the womb i needed you to give me love I miss that feeling of being loved

    [Chorus]
    How could I ever love again
    how could I start to love again
    After you broke me down, its hard to trust that feeling, to fall in love again

    [Verse 2]
    A man dont usually fall no more then twice and if he does you’ll never know cause he wont say,
    for the fear of being fooled taken twice by the heart, it’s in his nature, to be afraid, he starts to
    wonder if its really right, to let his past take control of his life, maybe I’ll run into hope, someone
    thats right for me, and she’ll love freely and fall in love again

    [Chorus]

    Love
    You know what they say about a man its hard for him to fall in love
    Love
    Once hurt he’ll never give in its hard for him to trust
    Love
    Bowing down it was hard to cope, when ya love broke down on me it was hard for me to trust again

  • http://undressingher.com undressingHER

    egh….FG, get over it, lol. Sike nah, if she was a quality woman that complimented your life, I could see how it’s going to be hard to replace her, when you didn’t want her to be gone in the first place. Be friends? girl please.

    ah well, some women tend to think I was hurt before and that’s why I act like this, but actually, all of my ladies were great. I just didn’t want to live a lie like I was actually being faithful in those “relationships”.

  • http://sleep-is-the-cousin-of-death.blogspot.com/ Tunde

    i swear those exact same words were spoken to me about 3 1/2 years ago. i felt the exact same way (for a little while). good post. i really think that men take heartbreak a lot tougher than women because men are taught from an early age to be strong and showing emotions makes you look weak. i guess the way we are supposed to get over heartbreak is to just sleep with as many women as possible. i really don’t see how that solves anything imo.

  • http://www.flyguychronicles.com The Fly Guy

    Fly Disclaimer: The words that I wrote in this piece aren’t something that I’m currently going through. They were inspired by the video featured on the page. So take the time and check it out if you haven’t already. It’s one of the dopest videos that I’ve seen in a while, and it inspired me to write about the way I felt the one and only time I really experienced heartbreak in that way. I’m sure we’ve all felt that same sense of hopelessness the first time our heart was sincerely broken.

    Check out the vid.

  • http://reinasong.com REINA

    Oh wow. That was great imagery.

    I’ve felt like that before. Hope to never feel that way again.

    Why didn’t I notice that it was Cee-Lo’s voice until the heart started singing?